Lately, I only want to be with my family, not school or friends. I felt the most comfortable being around my family though there are things I can't tell them. I'm getting more used to isolation now, it sort of helped.

I've also been considering what I'll do if I'm able to get out of DA, not that I want to be in other highschools where the gangster kids are, but I'm getting very tired of my progress in life. I'm also considering stop drawing, though it'll be a hard thing to do since it's been with me for more than 11 years.

I feel so empty right now.

I know what I'm about to say may hurt my buddies...but I really regrete meeting some of my friends, I know I had the funnest time, but it just isn't working out. Other's having fun? No. Don't need to try to explain cause I'm sure you guys know it.

I'm tired of my personality problems, though I am not going to try to act another way, because being fake isn't my thing.

Right now I feel the happiest being just with my family. The littlest complement coming from them makes me the happiest.



I wish I can just not show up on monday and tuesday because I really do not want to see anyone else right now.
If possible I'd like to keep myself isolated as much as possible.